SIDESHOWUS AND
IWAYWARD LIVES

e JACKSON AND NEVADA
SIDESHOWUS AND
IWAYWVARD LIVES

JACKSON AND NEVADA

First published March 2022
1 Will Edi

Cover image by Andrew (@a_ndrew)
1’ July 10th, 2020, I'm dyiving home afier getting offof work. As I pass the
Tanget on Lake stret, still bumed out o the uprising jus over one month,
ago, notce fireworks exploding over a large crowd. Peaple ave climbing on
the fencing and concrete barvicades surrounding the parking los, clamoring
1o get a look at whatever’s going on inside, As pullintothe lot hoping o find
out what the ickis going om, 1ce a lified F250 turning wide donus, custing
claser o the fencing with every rotation. The fonce has been cut and broken
down to allow the lidersinto the cente. There ave hundveds of cars parked
v some ready o spin, and plenty more being draun in from Lake street
like I had.

Seemingly without veason, cars start to peel out of the lot and those in the
loop begin walking along the fenceshouting out an addves o otherspresent
1putit into my phone and hop on 194, alongside the suarm of cars from the
previous ocation. s the canauan of cars v wide on afour lane hightuay bivs
100 mp, my car srugeles to keep up, but I'm giddy with excitement 1o see
what happens when we arrive at the next spot.

Sideshows", once a relatively marginal phenomena, have taken the coun-
ery by storm. Born in the Oakland, California hip hop scenc in the late
20th century, in the last few years they have spread across the United
States and now happen in Minneapolis alongside many other cities. Put
simply,sideshows are events where drivers—referred to here as sliders'—
ake over intersections or parking lots to do stunts such as burnouts and
donus. (Unlike common depictions in the news media, there is much less
emphasis on “drag racing” and *hot rodding”)

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While sideshows may be new to many cities, car subcultures are not.
Car meets and street races have happened in cities such as Minneapolis
for decades n various forms. In his youth, Afro-pessimist professor Frank
B Wilderson 11l himself raced down Lake Strect—now a popular site for
sideshow takeovers following the 2020 uprising, Itis preciscly this upris-
ing that we hypothesize created the conditions that allowed previously
standard car meets to take on the antagonistic edge of the sideshow:

The opening of this vector follows from the convergence of three con:
ditions, First, the uprising constituted “the largest downward redistribu
tion of wealth in modern US history” as others have pointed out. Second,
the uprising was a space in which sliders could meet cach other for per
haps the first time and do stunts together,such as in the Target parking lot
across from the 3rd Precince. Finally, and most imporcandly, the uprising
broke through the imaginaive horizon for much of the city showing that
what was possible was no longer as casily confined by the law. Just as mil
itancy in activis circles has become more normalized, so to0 have other
subculures been more keen on brash displays of llegalicy.

We believe the nationwide advent of the sideshow is a noteworthy
manifestation of the ungovernable energy unleashed by the uprising. We
call sideshows ante-political because they create an impact on the world
without yet being captured and brought ino the traditional realm of
policies” Because of this, they are often admonished as cither apolitical
partying or a toxic indulgence in car culture (by leftists), or just senseless
illegality (by the media). These narrow understandings offer us no clari-
ty—and it is our intention to assist in better perceiving these events and
understanding them in the context of today's wayward revole*

A crucial detail in grasping these events is understanding that side-
shows are an eruption from existing car culture, While we will focus here
primarily on the sideshow as a ste of ante-political antagonism, they are
not simply a blank canvas for getting rowdy, nor can they be painted with
a neat ideological brush. It is our intention to take sideshows for what
they are and not ascribe to them any inherent motives. The only common
objective i the showing off o their cars, without which there is no side
show.
Timeline

May 29th, 2021, We arrive at the roll-in spot, and are bt by a wallofsound
as we exit our car. This weekend Chicago sliders are visiting Minneapolis,
and we'e xcited to see what they can do. We arvive to find a crowd mch
larger than any previous event, easily a thousand peaple. The energy is unbe-
livable. Ten minites afier our aprial, people are spooked by apparent gun-
shots and the rowd disolves and volls out. As we disperse, my phone buzzes
as the next addvess dyops: one of the largest intersections in Dinkytown. The
police are waiting for us, so drivers spontancously block off the intersection
ne block away. The crowd reassembles wih nearly as msch volume as before,
and merges with the usual Friday night Dinkytown croud.

A squad car volls up and begins astemping to disperse te cars. The per-
som with the megaphone says, “Alyight cverybody, ler mob over this way.”
Suddenly the crowd is advancing first in a walk, then in a run towards the
lone squad car. It seems like every other person is producing a ski mask from
their back pocket, quickly throwing it over their fice as they advance. The
cop franticallytrics 1o reverse away, but not before taking a barrage of kicks
thrown bricks, and freworks; the windows of the car are smashed out, and
its body deformed. Late, he police 1y to make another aduance, only to be
driven offin a similay manner. nmediately afierthe first squad caris ward-
ed off, the energy shifis. Windows are smashed, trash cans are drageed into
the streets. Somcone scales a lght pole, and s convinced by a cheering crowd
1o catch a tosed can of spray paint and disable the camera. Someone nies o
drive through the crowd despire warnings and ther car is quickly otalled
by a barvage of kicks and pisol whips. While walking back to th pit afer
the cops etreat, somebodyis heard asking “damn, so this s how yal do it in
Chicago?” The riend anstvers with “no, we conld never do this in Chicago,
theyid just shoot s” A dejected cp is heard speaking o a lvestreamer a forr
blocks aoay, saying the department does not have the resources to contain
this Excasperated, he saysto the streamer ‘thank you for feeding the disorden”

In the first weeks of June 2020 following the uprising, a video went viral
across social media depicting a car doing donucs in one of Uptown's bus-
iest intersections. Despite the astute user who shared it on Twitcer (who
capioned it “Minneapolis has tumed into Oakland®), the performance

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shown in the video shocked many viewers who couldn't scem to decipher
what they were seeing,

‘et throughout the summer, sideshows continued to happen weck af.
ter weck across the Twin Ciries. Unfortunately, as with every wayward
expression, the state’s revenge was not far behind, and by fall repression
was in full swing. Assistance was called in from other law enforcement
agencies, including a helicopter to track the movement of cars and ensure:
tha police were among the first o arive at takeover locations. Meanwhile:
major news outlets would publish arrest numbers every week, highlight
ing the “dangerous” nature of their crimes. Besides the repression, the sea-
son was largely winding down anyway—Minnesota winters are even less
permissive of sideshows than the law: The first snowfall of the year came
in mid-October, and only a few meets occurred afterwards, such as the
oncon Halloween.

The spring of 2021 started off strong. On April 10th, a meet blocked
the Lowry Tunnel on the interstate, a feat yet to be repeated. Sideshows
remained consistent every week ino summer, culminatingin the weekend
‘of May 28-30. That weckend, crews from Chicago joined the Minnesota
crowds for the year’ largest sideshow yet. While Friday was rather mellow
relative to the rest of the weekend, on Saturday the 29th thousands took
over the main intersection of the student district, Dinkytown. When
police responded, those gathered were quick to fight off the police with
bricks and fireworks. Totally outmatched, the intesection was held for
several hours longer until sliders dispersed of their own accord, reassem-
bling and holding another intersection well into the morning. Both lo-
cations saw windows broken, cameras disabled, and garbage cans thrown
into the streets. A similar scene repeated itself the following night in
north Minneapolis, with the sideshow crowd quickly attacking respond-
ing officers and forcing them to flce the arca.

The next meet accurred the first week of June, one nighe after Winston
Smith was killed by law enforcement in Minneapolis. Beween the previ
ous week’s show of ferocity and having to deal with a protes taking place
elsewhere, police never responded to the sideshow that night, despite its
having taken over several high profile intersections. Unforcunately, two
young spectators, Vanessa Jensen and Nicholas Enger, lost their lives in
separate shooting incidents at the meet. Many sliders decided it was best

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0 hold offon calling for more meets for the time being, and a candlelight
vigil was held in its place the week after. Participants arrived in their cars
o slently pay respects, while addresses were dispensed over the same on-
line chat channels as the previous weeks takeovers

A second convergence feacuring sliders from seven different cities had
been planned at the end of June in Chicago. This weekend again saw thou-
sands take over interscctions across the city, yet unlike the Twin Ciies,
it is not as feasible to hop between jurisdictions in Chicago. Thus, with
sliders less willing to leave spots as quickly, they faced off against a novel
technique of repression not et seen ata sideshow in Minnesota before (or
since): the riot line. The sizable crowd was emboldened, and street fight-
ing began to break out. The police were successfully beaten back, allowing
the sideshow to continue into the daylight, with local Minneapolis sider
E caking home the trophy for his skills in the pic.
June 291, 2021, We're in Chicago, surrounded by some fumiliar cars and.
faces along with many others from several other miduestern cites. The crouwd.
is Larger than any we'd seen in Minneapolis, thousands strong. Spots are held

s long as posible, with police pushed back by fireworks and other projec-
iles. When the forces of order amass a strong enough presence to attempt
overwhelming the sideshow crowd, skirmishes erupt, until the crowd even-
tuallyscattes and regroups elsewhere in he city, sually only a few mines
away. At one location, the crowud stubbornly hlds an inersection forseveral
hours, as the policesuarm steadily grows on the outskivs. Finall, the police
exit heir cars and form @ vio line, aduancing forceully on the crowd. It
may scem like an intuitive tactic for CPD to deploy, with thousands of people
standing around on foot, but as soon as they make their aduance i s shoun
10 be a near-useless play. Iumediately overwhelmed by scatering vebicles
and peled by fireworks and projectiles from an excited crowd, the rio line
manages only to grab two andom eenagers headed totheircars, before eing
Jforced to retreat asthe crowd regroups a fw minutes away. 1 recall te teen-
ager last month lamenting that this could never happen in Chicago, and.yet
herewe.ave. At the nest spot,as the police make heir aduance in vebicls, they
are fived upon with guns by the mob. The crowd is mastly unbothered at the
Jfollowing locations, which ave held wellinto the daylight hours, Minneapolis
liders and sectators retwrm bome 10 recount Chicago’ ferociy, and chatter
bout how this energy could be broughe home

Back in Minneapolis, while several prominent hosts took a step back after
the shootings, others stepped up to il the void. In a unique case, an aspir-
ing host organized to take over the major uptown interscetion at Henne-
pin and Lagoon in carly July,in loose conjunction with che militant actiy-
ists holding down Smith Maric Square. Rather than rely on spectators to
block the interscction with their cars, black-clad activists set up barricades
around the area to keep it ree from raffic and police, but scll allow sliders
to enter the intersection. While the nightis notable for allowing these two
different groups to interact in a way they had never done before, allowing
fresh dynamics to emerge, it also exemplified the discord between those:
with and without political motivations. An activist leading chants on the
megaphone became increasingly irritated with the sliders, who showed no
incerest in joining in. This dissonance proved to be sufficiently annoying
that many sliders opted to go home carly, posting Discord messages lke,
“chis shitis dead, it just protestors out here” Asa result, police were able
o casily retake the intersection afier a few hours.

Through the rest of the summer and inco the fall, meets continued fre-
quently, often several every weekend. It was around this same time that
the firstattempes at daytime takeovers were exceuted smoothly. But police
had also stepped up their responses, and were able to shut down spots
fasterand faster as the year went on. The escalating repression—vwhich in-
cluded the arrests of well-known sliders and hosts, the towing of their ve
hicles, and one instance of police blocking enrances to a parking lot and
ticketing everyone present—also had the broader effcct of breaking some
of the previously-held confidence at the mects. As the season waned, it
would usually only take the presence of asingle cruiscr to send the crowd
scartering

‘Yet, unlike lastyear, meets have continued even into the snowy months,
although the cold dampens much of the energy scen during the rest of the
Year, as most spectators prefer to remain inside their heated cars.

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tion

Forms of Organi

July 7th, 2021 1% bavelypase 10 PM and. alveady someoneis burning rubber
just up the block o us. The crowd in' huge, but militants have dragged
naffic baiers into the stret to block of the intersecton. We've only a fewr
blocks from where the cops killed Winston Smith a few weeks ago, and activ-
sts have been holding down a protet where he died eversince. A friend rlls
usthat tonight everyone’ working together, and we all agree that there'ssome
exciting potential i this rar alliance, Our conversation isinerrupted by the
sound of roaring engines, and the occasional firework mortar decorating the
sky. A passenger fires bis gun in the air out of the window of « Changer as it
spins, which barely seems o phase anyone anymre.

My friends and 1 walk over to what became known as Smith Marie
Square, where those occupying the space are grilling food. We don' stay too
long, hotwever, s thesound of sreeching tives beckons s back. We leave the
square with more peaple than we arvived with, and there are more logans on
she walls sinee we lastpassed them. Yet by midhight, police sinens cu through
the din and veryone seems torecognice there aren'senovigh of s to bold the
space, and begin o scaste

Composition and Spectacle

As might be expected, sideshow crowds skew heavily young, with many
being in cheir teens, but scill span a wide age range. The meets are highly
muli-racial, predominancly made up of Black, latino, and white people.
Contrary o public perception, women make up a significant portion
of spectators, although there is a stark gender disparity amongst sliders
themselves. It isn't just people from the city—many participants come
from the suburbs or even further our, a consequence of the shifting ge-
‘ography of the metro Minneapolis arca. Likewise, the meets often travel
across city lines and inco the peripheries as well. Against the social and
geographic segregation of the Twin Cities,sideshows allow for the over-
coming, albeic a limited overcoming, of these barriers—a trai it shares
with the 2020 uprising.

Car meets are marked by an oscillation between opacity and transpar-
ency. On the one hand, srict rules proceduralize access to private Discord

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chats or Snapehat stories. These verification processes vary depending on
the group, but can include providing a photo or video of yourself already
in attendance at a meet, or of your car, or even of your driver’s license.
Some groups require video evidence of dangerous or illegal stunts. Fre
quently the most extreme of these requirements are toned down as hosts
realize most are not willing to jump through such hoops. Despite this, ad-
dresses are frequently posted openly on placforms like Instagram, public
Snapchat storics, or Telegram groupchats. These practices have fluctuated
dramatically over recent years, often being modulated in dircet response
0 police operations, as waves of repression push participants o figure out
new forms of communication. One or two organizers posting addresses
in real-time to Snapchat was clearly insufficient when police were mobi-
lizing their available arsenal to shut the events down. On the other hand,
total clandestinity is not an option when hoping to assemble hundreds of
people on the fiy. Changes sometimes happen over wecks and months as
new habits emerge, or sometimes over the course of a single night when
sliders need to get the cops off their tail. This flux—familiar to anyone
involved in any underground subeulcure—has meant chat a degree of
opacity remains while seill being open to practically anyone that wants to
come. Frequently,spectators aren't even in the loop themselves, but word
spreads through Snap storics, groupehats, and the echo of screcchingties.

Organization s often done openly on social media. Hosts run long,
unstructured Instagram livestreams during which they talk shop about
their cars, roast each other, and invie friends as well as random people
0 appear on the Live. These ereate natural spaces for collective study as
friends interact with the chat, reflect on what went well or poorly the
night before, and coach spectators in the chat on properly blocking an
intersection and keeping the police at bay. While these instructions aren't
necessarily immediately adopted, it sediments participants’expectations
for when these situations arisc. Arguments and disagreements happen in
the open through lvestreams, discord scver arguments, and shared scory
posts in becween memes and clips of mects. Splits and schisms lead to 2
greater diversity of meets, ranging from aggressive daytime takeovers to de
facto legalized parking lot meets.

Alarge amoun of participation and initiation of these events is driv
en by aspiring influencers and microcelcbrities trying to make a name

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for themselves. Sliders often maincain a strong social media presence in
the hopes of recciving sponsors, launching a merchandise line, or simply
amassing followers and clout. While this can scem entreprencurial or
cynically based around profic motives, to the extent that such attempts
at clourbuilding end up generating ungovernable gestures, we might
also view it as short-circuiting the Spectacle. With each new scunt that is
broadeast and bragged about, new participants are drawn in, and want o
ake partin creating the next spectacular event.

September 16th, 2021: Mexican Independence Day. A sizable crowd is gath-
eved in front of what used 0 bea K-Mart, before the uprising hammered shut
the coffn of he failng deparement store. Most people are congregated around.
pickup truck with a loud speaker blasting musc. There's asmall fnced-in
area of the massive parking lot, and someone begins to slide their car inside.
1 didt ven s houw it go in, but someone must have cut the chain on the
gate. There’s one cop parked acrass the street, or maybe it’s just a private secu-
vity guard — cither way, no one seems to care. Fireworks and gunshots ring
in the air above.

On Telegram, someone drops an addvess on e otber side of town. I grab
my friends and we head out, but not much of the crowd seems o ollo. When
twe et there,we realize that move than one meet is happening simuancously
tomight, with diffeven hosts. Bebind a warchouse in North Minneapolis, we
crouwd around an Infiniti G37, as peaple dangle from its windows, one wav-
inga Mexican flag, as it spins avound the parking lot. Not so much as a single
officer bothers .

In the streets, mects move from location to location, hopping becween
precincts and city limits, rarely spending too long in one place. Few of
the locations have symbolic meaning, and thus there are never moral con-
cerns about abandoning one spor for another. This differs from most pro-
testsituations, which are often located in proximity to perceived centers
of power, and frequently speak of “holding space; “occupying ecc. In the
sideshow, the question of place isa purely tactical one, the primary factors
being ics size and the police response. In this way, sliders exemplify the
ethos of *be water” articulated by Hong Kong rebels in 2019. Bue this
Auidity can also become an obstacle, such as when spectators are too cager

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o flec from a single police car and spots are busted too quickly for anyone:
o even slide their car.

Many significant obstacles are overcome through an active cffort by
participants and their connections to provide their own resources. There
isa significant presence of those in informal “helper roles; such as nurses,
tow truck drivers, and mechanics. Most injuries are quickly answered with
shouts of “I'm a nurse, let me through” Minor car breakdowns can often
be resolved on the spot by car enthusiasts that come with their tools and
expertise, and major breakdowns and crashes can be hauled off by tow
erucks invited inco the loop by their friends and colleagues before police
show up. Many participants work in the automorive field, and repurpose:
their expertise and connections to provide resources to the takeovers.
Likewise, people take care to invite connections that have medical exper
tise, as well as others interested in providing snacks,alcohol, and drugs for
passengers and spectators.

Facilitation, not Determination

As the events grew in size throughout the summer, ic became clear that
some small degree of formal organization was needed to facilcate the ac-

cual show. After an interscction was taken, there would frequently be long
awkward pauses with no activicy, with sliders not wanting to go out of
cum and the intersection not open for new sliders to get in. Hosts began
o bring megaphones in order to facilitae sliders movingin and out of the
pit. The megaphone user would call specific cars out and goad them into
showing off, keeping a consistent charismatic dialogue with the crowd
and sliders, gauging the reaction to sliders and keeping the show moving
along smoothly,

The introduction of the megaphone, while racically sound, eventual

Iy led to a normative way of interacting with it. The megaphone holder
began to determine, racher than facilitate at some mects. Initial instruc

tions were in the interest of safety, and for good reason. Following a few
incidents of spectators being struck by cars, the crowd was instructed to
move back or stay in a safe spor. This led to a stronger sense of separation
between participant and spectator, causing the energy of the meets to fecl
far more organized and orderly:. Later, people would be reprimanded for

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setting off fireworks, for climbing on nearby buildings and vehicles, or
engaging in races and stunts outside of the main pic.

One nighe during a large meet in 2 major parking ot in the suburbs,
participants felt especially stified by the overbearing megaphone. The host
had shouted down racers on the surrounding roads, as well as kids throw-
ing fireworks. While the meet was well-attended, the night consisted of
an orderly procession of cars doing donuts when asked to by the organizer.
Although it was contained and orderly cnough to avoid attention by the
local police (save a few drive-bys), it resulted in a low energy night. A
consistent slow trickle of people going home meant the night wrapped up
carlier than usual with only one spot attended.

Later that night on social media and in group chats, attendees reflected
on the previous night. “That shit was lame af” “The guy with the mega
phone needs to chill f ouc” *I remember when this shit was gerting wild
every night, now we just sit on the hill and watch the same five people
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again relegated to simply being the hype man for the actual stunts in the

" The next meet, the megaphone was noriceably used differently;

pit. This may appear s just one organizer taking feedback well, which they
frequently do, but more is at play here. This transformation was enabled
notjust by widespread annoyance, but also by a supersession of s need to
manage crowd safety. With these commanities of people interacting week
after week inside and out of the mects, a collctive sensibiliy emerges and
is sedimented through repetition. This includes cacch phrases such as “get
back or get smacked.” which represent not just an ethos towards person

al responsibilicy, but also a memetic way of teaching newcomers and the
more reckless spectators the lay of the land. More experienced attendees
will be able to identify when there is a greater risk of injury in how a car
moves, and employ slogans o call the larger crowd back. The same slo-

gansalsoallow crowd members co take responsibilicy for certain collisions
away from the driver, which attests to a disposition towards care: on the
one hand, by preventing injuries among lesser experienced participants,
while at the same time acknowledging participants’ autonomy and free

dom to take risks.

May 2151, 2021. A large rowd has formed along the hillinfront of the Min
neapolis trffc and parking services building, as cars spi on the srcet below,

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A blue Infiiti G35 revs it engine, indicating the driver wants a urn in the
pit. A camo Hellcat completes a showy exit and makes room for the Infini-
1. It obvious the driver has never been i the it and is struggling o even
maintain control of biscar,Le alome p on adecent show. In trying 10 get i
ivesspinning, he nearly hits the crowd ruice. The crowd begins to boo and
Jeer,with shoutsbeing heard o ‘et i ot of there!” The driver, determined
1o redeem bisreputation, begins revving up for anotber astempt. Suddenty, it
happens: the Infiniti chargesover the curb and into the crowd. Most narvou-
Iy scape being it by the vebicle, bus one person is not so ucky. Sent lying by
the impact, is head bounces offthe pavement and he'out cold.

An EMT and a nurse that were spectating the meet begin 1o asses his
injuries and stabilze him, bandaging bis head wound and bolding bis neck
in alignment. The Infiiti attemps tofle as paticipants in the crowd drag
the diver out of the car. He is pushed against a wall and yelled at, with par-
sicipant striking him from several sdes as he apolagizes profsely. The police
Lake this as their moment to push in, dviving several squad carsinto the pic
s e crowd scattrs, Pushing the peaple caring for the victim o of i, they
make no attempt to address bis injuries. Instead they shout down the crowd,
demanding to know who bit him. “Lknow everybody heve saw i, we need 10
know who hit him!” Nobody satw shit. As the cops roll up, the driver of the In-
it s told 10 scram and. ges off scene as e ret of the crowd scaters Later
i e ightthe mcetpicks back up when people get word e vicim i in good
shape afer egaining consciousnes. The crowd gossps about his cvent at the
next spot, and these conversations are laer rehashed on an 1G Live the next
moring One of the husts says “look,this shit needs t be common sense. Ifyou
don't ko how t0 wing yourshityou gotta practice in a paking lo before
youtry and et in e . This sentiment s repeated in group chats and scial
media, and becomes collctve knowledge. Frequently atspots oing forward,
adjacent lots will have sl groups o riends practcing disreety.

Self Regulation and Violence

As we've noted already, many tactics have evolved very quickly, with

crowds adapting wek to week or even night to night. When sideshows
struggled at effectively taking over intersections carly on, participants
(referred o as “blockers") were quick to figure out better methods, and

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formed their own chat to coordinate in real time. The same could be
said of the more offensive measures taken against police incursions, with
strect-fighting tactics being taken up hesitanely one night, and decisively
the next

Sideshows have shown themselves to be flexible and adaptable in ways
that dramatically outpace other crowd formations, especially protests. Our
hypothesis is that, unlike protests, which carry with them centuries-old
traditions and leaderships to enforce them, sideshows completely lack a
traditional choreography besides the showing-off of the cars themelves.
Nor do many participants come with any ideological commicments either
for or against certain tactical choices. This produces a much more open

field for experimentation—ic’s not that “anything goes” but when there

are far fewer moral hangups, the sifuation can be more clearly perceived
This allows for a tendency towards self-regulation rather than self polic

ing, allowing dissgreements to be scrcled directly in the moment, rather
than being inscribed as new laws.

What we find here is a sort of living example of self.regulation at a
distance from police socicty: Its culture did not emerge from any felc duty
o find an alcernative to or “replace” the police of the sort we see n activist
spaces, but out of paricipants' need to dircctly resolve problems in a space:
whose existence i precluded by the presence of police. Conflict over dam
age of cars, for example, s settled berween participants directly;itsresolu
tion is driven by the existing relacionship between the two parties, as well
as their reputation among other participants. In other words, partics to
conflict find themselves accountable to an actually existing community,
a fact frequently espoused by, yet rarely embodied in, actvist circles. An-
other night,a woman is feeling threatened and not being allowed to leave
aman's car. She asks for help in a Telegram chat, and participants quickly
find and separate her from the man, and the man from his car keys. Ifhe is
at furure meets, others will remember chis incident

ugast 8, 2020, 1 avound L right now, and the car meet has resedled
in a long but narvow parking lot on the norcbside of toun. People are re
rouping afiera handjil of spots closerto downtown had been quickly busted
by police. No one isliding right now, peaple are just parked and hanging out.
Someone walks over to e sound barrier between the parking lot and the

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hightuay and begins spray painting fick 12 They barely fiish before 1 be-
i 10 hear a commotion: a crew of peaple standing nearby ave not having it
“Lcome heve with my fumily” theytell the tagge,inssting they have to leae.
Theytake the paint cans sy, throww thens over e sound barvir, and esort
the pevson o their car. The taggers recognize their mistake, and call it a nighe,
Gesturing owards the gathering bebind them, he person walking thenn out
says “Look at this shit, this whole shit is fiuck 12, you ain't gotta say ir”

Another night it a diffrent story. We aren't at a quict neighborhood
park, but a busy commercial intersecion. The police have been chased off;
and the area s ous. Graffe begins to appear once again, but this ime people
don'thave a problem, instead they ask “Let me borrouw that can when you're
done?”

A tension has emerged concerning the question of legalization. Some
hosts have advocaed for, and successfully held, sanctioned meets in rent-
ed lots, and even charged for admission. Other sliders and spectators in-
sist on keeping things underground. While there are cercainly countless
reasons for his, it scems cvident that part of the appeal of sideshows is
their rebellious cnergy, an energy that would be absent from an official
meet. At the same time, an overly simplistic analysis of “recuperation”
scems unsatisfying to us in our contemporary era, we must acknowledge
that recuperation also works in the reverse, since, ac an official event, tons
more people would be exposed to, and come into contact with, the illegal
underground of car meets.

In the final analysis, it is only this infectious, rebellious energy that
provides the most reliable obstacle against the complete recuperation and
enclosure of sideshows. Not only in the way it manifeses socially—collec-
cively taking over space, setting off fireworks above the crowd—but also
ani-socially in the gun violence that has persistently erupted. While icis
certainly possible to enjoy a meet sans shootings, it is 2 much more diffi-
cult task to completely exorcize this spirit from the events entircly: there
will always be illegal sideshows, and they will remain compelling both
because of and despite their messy vicality. In this way, violence forms a
bulwark against total enclosure.

This is not an endorsement, however, of such violence. It remains a
double-edged sword, since keeping the law at a distance burdens us with

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aking responsibility for ourselves. While in no sense can the problem be
reduced to the presence (or not) of firearms, the latcer represent the kind
of harmful interpersonal violence we are capable of enacting on each oth-
ex, whether intentionally or not. Without an external enemey like the po-
lice to direct this energy against, i all too often winds up pointed inward
at cach other, being shaped by pre-existing interpersonal and factional
tensions that spill beyond any singular conflict. This was the case with the
o tecnagers shot and killed in June 2021.

In keeping with the principle of self-regulation laid out above, we be-
leve that a carefiviolence can develop that keeps us fiee, while also invit-
ing us to take on the responsibilicies it entails' The result would be not a
newlaw butan etbical relation to cach other, cach of us having the capacity
for care as well as harm. Developing this cthical relation has consequences
far beyond sideshows or even protest spaces, but for lfe as a whole.

Conclusion

May 28th, 2021. We've only been here five minutes before the first cop ar-
rives. ' one of a few bundied people parked between two warehouses in
northeast Minneapolis, enjoying the show as fow cars take turns doing do-
s in front of s, I’ only one cop, but everyone rushes back o ther vebicles
and start pecling out. A Dodge Changes, alveady in the middle, swervesjust .
et in front of the cop with a loud screech, bfore rcing offin the other di-
vection. In minutes, the parking lotis quiet and empty again, save for the lone
policeoffcer potverlsstodo anything bus e the sidesbow o location 10
location. At the next spot—a Lavge intevsection ofsouth Minneapolis—people
aren't as quick to leave when they hear sirens. lustead, firework mortars ex-
plode overbead as a warning that offces should keep their distance.

s the cops 17y to push heir way through traffic towards the pt, someone
next 1o me recounts the story of how they put the pigs on the run one year ago
today—the day their precinct bumed. Together, watching a RAM spin in
circles with a bigh-pitched squcal, we laugh together about how incredible
that night was, and 1 fee lser 0 that time than 1 ever had since.

Aswe write this, the snow is melting in Minnesota, and sliders are itching
0 burn some rubber again. There’s no telling how the meets will look this

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year, how they will improvise, mutate, and take on new dimensions. The

field of possibilities remains as open as ever. No amoun of polic repres-

sion nor any outburst of violence has proven effcctive ac halting them.
We believe sideshows offer a poignant expression of the same wayward

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from a governing body—but as a pure practice of transforming our world

that animates the revolt for freedom and abolition. They express this

not through a political act—which would communicate a demand

in real time. Such transformation appears not as a goal to achieve, but is
a power o potenialicy immanent to the sideshow itsclf. Only through
participation in it, and reflection upon i, can we perceive the dynamics
at play; and what they have to teach us about revolt and, ultimately; rev-
olution.

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Notes

1 Akthought we will predomminantly us “sideshow” o refr 0 thse evencs, gven e wide-
spread adoption i Cliforni, the erm was it commonly used in Minnesota arly on.
More ofen, i wouldsmply e a“ca meet“takeove”or occasionlly sideshon”

2 Ourwse of the term “snte pliial s inspieed by Fred Moten, 15 3 way 10 connote the
sctans and relaonshipsthat prscede and exist beyond the propery policel sphere. I
Should be read 3 counterpaet o, athe than in opposicon o, the idea of the “ant-po-
Lial” ss discusied by insurrecionary anarchise chought, and elsewhere such as Cediie
Rolbinsos The TemusofOrder (Uniseesiy of Notth Carolina, 1980).

3 Ouruse ofche s “waywad hre i drswn rom the incomparabl Sudiys Hartnan.Be-
o e reproduce ashor eceon ofhe st book Wayard Lies, Beautifl Experments
(Norton 2015) o give resders betee seme of the word' se:

Wayward, reted o th Fmily of words: vt ugiive ecleerant naschic, wilil,
reckles, teoublesornesotous umuleuous, sebellous nd wild. To bt che world in
waysinmical 0 those deeed prope and respectabl,to be deeply awte o the gulf
erween where you seayed nd how you migh ive, Waywacdnss: the avid longiog for
world no ruled by master,man o the plic. The errane pachtaken by ch lader-
st ewarm in seseh ofa plce bt than here, Th socalpocsscha susains ch dis
posessd, Waywand: the unregulaed morement of deifing and wandering; ojourns
withouta fixed destination, smbultory possibily neeminable migations, sh snd
g, lack locomotion:the veeyday sruggl o live fre. Th stemps o lude cap-
1ure by nevr senling, Not the master' ools, but the exlavesfgieve gesres he
teaeling shoes. Waywardnessatcultes the parados of eramped crction he enta-
lement of cscape and coninement, fight and capiviey. Wapwaed: to wander, 0 be
unmoored, drif,amblin, oving, ceusing, sealling,and secking. To clim the ighe
o opacity To ikt it 0 efuse. Tolove what s notloved. To b ot ot world.
Ieis the pracic ofthe socal otherwise, the insrgent round tht enbl
biliesand e vocabularics it s the v experience of enclosure and segregation,
assemibling and huddling ogethe. e he dicctiones seaech for a e teetonys s
praciceof making and relaon thatenfols within e pliced boundarisofhe dak.
hetao s che murusl aid offred i the open-si prisn. I quees resource of lack
survival. i beautfl expermen n how-t0 v

‘Waywardnes i pratice of possbility st 5 time when sl osds,except the anes
ceened by smasing ut, e oreclosed. 1t obeys o
unrepentant I rffics i oceut visions ofothr worldsand dreams of a diffeene kind
f e Waywsrdness s an angoing explorston o what mightbe 4 an mprovisaton
with the term of socalessence, when the trms have sleady been dictated, when
here sl oom o beathe,when you hav beensentenced 0 f ofsrvivude,when
the house ofbondage loomsin whatevr dicection you mov, I s the uncring pratice
of eying v when you wer neves mesnt tosurvive” (227-228).

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ndsbides no achoriie. It s

4 Wemightsce this a3 usefl distotion of ran Fanon's theoryofviolnee n The Wretched
O The Eart (Grove Pess, 2004). As ano wits, "decolonization s the vriabl resion

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f new men. Buthis crelon owes norhing of s legiimacy 1o sny supernaurs power; the.
“thing’ which has been coloized becomes man dring th same process by which i fces
eself (2] and e, "ielence e ths b understond o be the perfee medition. The ol
nised man iberatesNianselFi and trough vioknee™ (44). Th crefl vilencethatkeeps
1w enforcemensaeay works o afm ourseves and ourcolerive esponsibilces ouride
of tste-enforced subjctvivis,
What we find here is a sort of Living example of
self-regulation at a distance from police society.
Its culture did not emerge from any felt duty

to find an alternative to or “replace” the police
of the sort we see in activist spaces, but out of
participants’ need to directly resolve problems
in a space whose existence is precluded by the
presence of police.

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